life couldn't be better. im encouraged and excited for life. im living full of joy and love. and i am truly happy. i have amazing people in my life who bring me up to the best i can be. I can see growth in myself and how im starting to change for the better. I'm continually seeking God out to show me his will

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I have been thinking alot recently, so much has been going through my head and i dont know what to do with it. I have been feeling like in order to be a disciple for God i have to be perfect. I cant slip up. And so i try and try so hard not to be like everyone else but let me tell you, thats getting pretty darn tiring. I don't want to feel this way. I dont get why i do. Maybe it's in my head but i dont know. I just want to be able to enjoy my life and be able to screw up some times and learn from it. I mean even if i try i know i could never be perfect but just the fact that i feel like i have to try so hard scares me. Maybe i'm in a lie satans giving me, i just dont know. I'm to worried about being a good example that im losing myself. But Gods love will never fail me and i just need to realize that and be at peace with that. 

simply said

get past the drama, pettiness, and jealousy; i am happy.

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