VVV

Someday i wake up as a child, other days a mature 15 year old. Sometimes i like to just sit and think but other times i like to keep my working brain busy. I always like to be active; either physically or emotionally. It's funny, recently i have been finding myself wanting to stay in the norm but then i realize that i am much more at home when i'm gone, escaping the complications of life. I get scared of time and space, but maybe thats all i need. I get scared of distance but then ruin relationships because of closeness. Exploring the thing your not used to in life is a great accomplishment i guess. I'm trying to do that. Exploring myself, the people around me, and the world that was created for us. 

I guess it's good that i'm learning to be a kid again.