Monday, May 12, 2008

gloomy day

its hard sometimes. trying to deal with everything going on around you. once you finally have a good day and content in what Gods doing with your life, satan creeps right up and tries to take that away. he will do whatever he can to get you unhappy and alot of the times it works.

lately, i feel like ive been burned by so many people. how am i supposed to know who to trust and who to be vulnerable with. its like the moment you think your getting closer to a person they go and bite you in the butt and thats hard to deal with.

i feel like people judge me. they say im doing wrong but they do the same thing. they dont know me, they dont know the story. i feel like i have to keep proving myself to people to let them know that their believing lies and thats not how it should be. i need to just rest. lie low and focus on the things and people i love. and let God fix the rest. amen.

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