dissapointment

you know, it really sucks when people change. to think of them so highly and then so lowly in such a short amount of time. its one of the worst things that can happen to a relationship. it seems like i keep being dissapointed over and over again. when will this stop? well the truth is, it will never stop. people will make mistakes, were humans thats what we do. and we will make them over and over again and were just gonna get more dissapointed. and i guess that helps us learn lessons. but being dissapointed abundantly has also made me lose heart. sometimes i feel so broken and its just tearing up my heart. i need time alone, a time to heal and rejuvinate. i need to put the pieces of my heart back together, and summer is the best time to do it. time to relax, time to do and see no one. time to go on vacations in the mountains or across the united states. and that time is almost here. i thank God. he knows what i need and he continues to supply it..