Change

i feel like im changing. and to me i feel its in a good way. but to other people i dont know if the like it so much. recently, ive been so much more oblivious and quite. and people are constantly asking me if im okay or if im being "pissy" or if im sad and its just like what the heck! i have no idea what im doing for people to think that. im just more quite because i think alot more now. i dont want all my thoughts and conversations to be so worldly. im perfectly at peace walking by myself sometimes, i dont need someone glued to my hip at every moment. its kinda funny actually, i dont know what has brought on this change. but i like it. and i think God does too. 

on past events.. things have been way confusing. but now its over, so i can just move on. i feel like whenever i move away from a situation, i have to look back. people say "dont look back" but how could i not? it was good while it lasted. i just want something new. i just need to wait. 

things keep changing. but God stays the same. the SAME. he never changes.. how reassuring that feels. 

today i think im going to sants monica. yes. and tommorrow ill be running in this thing called the dino dash..

oh, and i love everyone right now. i love you friends.