is it possible?

is it possible for the unexpected to happen? is it possible for it to not be a joke? is love at first sight possible? i never thought it was, but have i contradicted myself? all these excited thoughts going through my head but to make sure i just need to wait. so excited for love, is this healthy? i wanna make sure i'm doing the right thing. i cant afford any more hurt right now. this is wierd. this is exciting. is this right? have i been missing this in all my past? maybe its just a feeling you get when you grow up. wow. this is really exciting.

:)