Music

i cant even begin to explain music. its just music. like how can i relate to something on such a level as music? i seriosuly thank God, because thats one of the best things he's eveer created.

i leave for New York on friday morning. i am so so so excited. im staying for 9 days and its purely gonna be just get away time. sometimes you just gotta dissapeer. oh how i love dissapeering. im not sure how much my friends can depend on me since im always in and out. but its the best thing for me. since Hume i have been learning and growing soo much. my love for God is just growing growing growing.. and ive become aware, independant, and just finding out more and more of who i am. i no longer need that one guy that keeps stringing me along, or those friends that are in it for superficial needs. im not in it to be fake. only real real real...