love and learning

im learning and realizing so many new things recently. this makes me comes to the realization that im so lagnarent! or for those who aren't familiar with my language im "wisdomly unaware" im confusing hurt and heartache with love. how is that possible? well it is.  I've realized that in past relationships that didn't mean much to me, i ended up losing them because i didnt try. and it wasn't like i was purposefully trying not to try it just was that i didn't care. they weren't that important to me. i always thought that i didn't try because i was hurt and i was scared of getting hurt again and now i'm realizing that that is not the reason at all. meeting someone who is worth trying for made me realize that i wanted to try, i wanted this to work. i cared. it's crazy how God can not only turn bad things into good but he can also turn great things into a learning expierience also. i have realized so much in the last week and i am so greatful to my amazing God.  im so excited to see where this year is headed...

on a more shallow note... i got asked to homecoming! im very excited and knowing me, i already have my dress :) also, im going to palm springs tommorrow with my good handfull of friends that im SO excited about. we need some relaxation and girl time. i feel so blessed that God has made my friends situation, the best situation possible. my Calvary friends are getting along with my former hewes friends (now there all combined into one foothill group)  and i think its the best thing ever. im so excited for us all to be able to bond and have some fun in the sun....

loving loving loving loving :)))