life is beautifully complicated

Sometimes when someone doesn't give me the answer i expect or want i go crazy. I don't understand why or what i did wrong or what's going on in their head. i'm not good with patience. Not at all. My life is either do or die, and maybe thats a bad thing. Maybe i should just live. Because no matter how bad i wish things would change, they wont until they do. And i can't make them change any faster. So i just have to live.